staying with it

Working my way through lesson two, awareness, in the book Zen Camera.

I skim read the chapter, planning to go back and read more thoroughly, in order to get to the exercises. I want to make sure I have time this month to give the exercises attention and effort.

I began with the exercise, staying with it. There are two parts to this exercise.

In the first part, make multiple images of the same thing.

I opted for something straightforward, a still life with pears. I’d taken a photo of this pear tree near my home a few weeks back. Today, I stopped again, and picked a few pears for my assignment. Unlike grocery store pears, these are not nearly so perfect, and I love them all the more for those imperfections. I set up a makeshift studio in my garage and began exploring my subject. I took 40 images— experimenting with framing, depth of field, blur, black and white versus color, format, and perspective.

I understand this assignment. My job is to be able to sense how something will look in a photograph. The photographer’s eye and the camera lens see in very different ways. The object of the exercise is to observe the changes that occur from sight to image.

The second part of this exercise involves learning to stay with something beyond the point of resistance when you would normally disengage and move on. Persistence.

“In photography, you often need to sketch your ideas with a camera. Sometimes these early exposures are used as ways of coming in tune with what you want, and will not be used in your final selections.” —David Ulrich, Zen Camera

Think of this as a warm-up to stimulate creativity.

At first, I was resistant to this part of the exercise. I’ve taken a lot of still life photographs in my practice, and I couldn’t imagine a different way to make a picture of the pears. But I kept at it. Long past when I would have typically given up. And when I sat down to process the RAW files, I could see the value of staying with it. Some of the most striking images were made near the end of my work, when I had found the best light and the more interesting compositions. Had I not been working on this assignment, I might not have considered a black and white version or a square crop.

Even in my garage, on an ordinary day, it is possible to fall deeply into creative flow and work the afternoon away.

listening to art

Really, you just gotta love David duChemin.

He’s never afraid to go out on a limb and speak his mind.

Every post from David makes me question my approach to photography.

I’m sharing a few of my favorite quotes from David’s most recent essay, Art: To Like or To Listen?

“Art is not always a statement or an expression. It is, or it can be, just as often a question or an exploration.”

“All art can be, for both creator and audience, a means of digging around in the dirt of being alive. A way to discover what we’re looking at and how we look. It’s a way to be more alive in this world. It should not, I don’t think, be clean, and free of nuance. Because life might be many things but it is never that.”

“Want to be a better photographer? Learn to get past like, to listen, to learn to challenge your assumptions and tastes.”

night sky

I looked right at her and knew I was afraid I would end up just like her.

I am going to keep my husband in love with me forever.

I have dreams of a peaceful and content version of myself. Sometimes I have glimpses of her in the daylight.

I knew I’d fall in love with this picture the moment before I pressed the shutter.