In the Forest

I just checked. Since mid-October 2023, my husband and I have hiked over 120 miles. Our hikes are always through the woods, often deep in the forest. We’ve walked outdoors everyday in all kinds of weather. Often we only walk a mile or two, sometimes longer. And while this might not sound like a big deal, it feels monumental. Worth celebrating.

I’ve had a long struggle with chronic pain and there were months when it hurt to put my feet on the floor or walk across the room. Thanks to some knowledgeable and caring professionals, I have rediscovered the joy of movement. I’ve found my way home to trusting my body. And with all those miles together, my husband and I found ways to anchor our marriage in connection and safety.

There are many ways to heal. I’m sending love and hope that you find your path.

Winter Bouquet, January 2024

It's Okay

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During this time away from daily picture-taking, I’ve reflected on what this hobby has meant to me. Without exaggeration, photography has been a saving grace. When I couldn’t make sense of my feelings, when I felt alone or uncertain, this work was my faithful companion. My way of figuring things out. My way of being known and belonging.

I have come a long way. I don’t feel the old drive to create as though my life depended on it. My approach to work is more relaxed and I have a tool box full of other ways to grow and learn and live a beautiful life.

It’s okay to lose interest in photography.

I’ve been editing and sequencing photographs, many of them film pictures, into a photo book called Second Wind. A limited edition 1/1. I can’t wait to hold it in my hands. My Christmas gift to myself.